he's back. but he nvr tell mi so, till i find out myself. as before, he is avoiding mi. realli duno y. cries. i call him, still no pick up. i go online, he go offline. i tok to him in msn also no reply. i reali duno wat to do now. *cries*
as usual, i slept at 3am last nite again. partly cos i cant slp, and also keep thinking of him. today got no mood to UT at all. i duno even noe how to do those calculations, sure die. but i'm impressed wit myself tat i finally speak up during enterprise, which i dun usually tok so much. maybe i'm too excited tat he is cumin back, but its no use. no difference whether he is in germany or in s'pore, he is still running away from mi. am i tat scary?
we had sectionals for today's band prac. my section is wit the french horns. now i gotta practise my double tongue-ing (duno how to spell), before i can play well for lord of the dance. ross roy not bad, i got my notes. now haf to focus on expressions le. must play loud loud! cos i'm always soft. godwin nvr come, den i solo 3rd trumpet, so like not balanced. cos 1st and 2nd parts got 2ppl each, n 3rd part onli mi 1person. after we pack up, eugene they all disturb mi again, wit my bag, cos tues ronald break the handle of my bag. haha. den junhao go bring my bag duno go where, suddenly ended up wit our band's hot mama - willie. haha. willie u reali look like one hot mama! haha! especially wit ur pink t-shirt today wit my pink bag. woot!
time check: 11.40pm
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