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Monday, June 30 {2:43 pm}

CRAP. i remember his ut but i forgot mine. how clever. my ut is today and i onli noe it just now wen my classmates were talking about it. and i rmb his is tmr. wth okay. 1st UT3, java! i'm so gonna die la. i haven study. i tot 1st UT3 is on thursday, so i was happily chatting and sending java stuffs to huici. lol. sorry huici. i forgot to go back to find u to explain p9. i was busy doing ppt. but thanks for helping mi for database too. =)

java ut3 isnt tat bad. but i believe after moderation, i wun get A again. i no full marks cos i noe i alrdy made a mistake. just pray hard tat lose a few marks also can get A. hahaha.

coffee doesnt help to keep mi awake. i slept at 2am last nite, and i was so dead. after 6p, i slept till abt 4 den wake up go thru 6Ps, jiu ut le. i guess i really nid red bull like shannon said. lol. tis thurs is database ut3 le. hope i rmb its database. cos i keep thinking tat thurs is java ut. =/

i'm not done wit my module selection yet. i duno whether i still wanna continue the monash tingy. i have no motivation to go to sch. but at the same time, i wan to get a degree fast, but i dun wan go overseas study. i wan take monash cos nid sign bond ma, den dun nid worry abt searching for a job too. but take monash means 5day week again, will be superb busy. papa mama says tat i shld gib up on one ting becos i reali have lots of tings at hand. but i dun wish to gib up on any. how how? =(

Friday, June 27 {3:30 pm}

haha i'm so bored now. shall blog abt ytd.

brass quintet performed during 2nd break ytd n today, so meaning, he also perform. haiis. rmb last time i always watch him perform STOMP, i was so proud of him. sadly, i din wan to join in becos i noe i wun have time to prac, so i can only watch him perform. as usual, i only manage to watch him n the others play. jaron brought his classmates ez link card to come support la! 12! but i see my class like so few ppl and so paiseh ask them pay 50c to support. i wanted to bring today. but wen i go down and saw sue, i called phylis and she said they play finish liao. aww.. less money for band fund. too bad lor.

followed by band prac. reali wanna thank weishi and huici for ur shoulders yea. i also duno wats wrong wit mi la. and also thx junhao, derrick, pat for ur concern too yea. i'll be fine. no worries okay.

ytd's band prac was abit special. ACM selection, so the 7 candidates were supposed to conduct the band. 6 different scores to find, cpc wasnt dere, so i was stuck up in the storage room alone to search for all the scores, and even ran up and down to get missing pages. some scores like 1st and 2nd suite are in concert files alrdy, so master files dun have le.

i duno y, for 1st suite, 1st cornet part missing 2pages. how the hell i noe wher it has gone to? u all anyhow put the scores, never tell mi, how i noe wher u all put? 1st suite scores have been inside since Tim Reynish's masterclass. and its ONLY the 1st cornet part tat dun have. i took the EXTRA copy from MY file okay, but i din notice supposed to have 4pages. 2nd file got their 2nd cornet part. my 3rd file also have the trumpet parts. how i noe wher the 1st cornet part go?

for other sections, they help one another. i see others will also check their files and go search for missing repertoire THEMSELVES, or even asking their SLs. u all also never ask before prac starts. u guys tink tat i'm not good, fine! i quit! u all do yourselves! i'm not going to bother anymore! if mr yusri wan scold, scold la! i dun mind.

oh wells. shall go back to listening to 6P le. if not later ut flunk again. buaiis ppl!

Thursday, June 26 {12:33 am}

haha look at the time! i'm still awake as usual. ytd alrdy so late slp, in class dying, but i'm still slping veri late every nite. somemore i'm having 5day week. can die i tell u, everyday must change to different mode. i computer idiot, yet i gotta face all the IT stuffs everyday. i wanna score now in year2, so year3 i wun be so stress cos i noe i wun score in business. but i guess i have to work even harder for year3. grades slipping. now its a total bullshit, a pile of nonsense or crap. imagine the 1st set of UTs onli average, 2nd set onwards die. how to score well?

perhaps due to the lack of rest, my brain isnt functioning tat well these days. been into sleeping mode during lessons. getting headaches more often too.

wells. found some interesting tings tat i tink its so true for mi too. have a look.
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It's easy for you to say, "you should let it go, forget about the past, carry on.!" For you, it might be easy, because to you, i am just nothing.! So stop telling me to let go and forget about everything. Seriously, i don't know what you want from me. Every time i see your name appear on my phone or msn, i feel uneasy. Not because i don't want to talk to you. But because i am afraid that once i start talking to you, i can't let go. Do you even understand how i feel? ):

Guys always fail to keep their words, or rather, they love to forget the things that they promise. Or maybe, girls are the one who remember too much that sometimes those promises are just words that doesn't matters.

nites ppl. guess i should slp REAL soon. or else tmr sure die. still got band prac. =(

stay. stay.
stop shaking you stupid hands.

Wednesday, June 25 {1:25 am}

gosh! look at the time now. 7more hours and i have to be in class. lol. i wonder how to survive for lesson later. oh wells. will update on my running soon! =)


time: 10.09am

in class. dying. i'm so tired. din warm up ytd before running, having all the muscle aches now. wenlong says tat i look like as if i'm gg to faint anytime lol.

ran the entire yishun/khatib. my house to safra, all around yishun park, den to junhao's house. den junhao accompany mi walk home from his house to khatib mrt station, to northpoint, den home. and i started running at 11.15pm. lol.

was really fed up wit his sacarsm. i noe its my fault. i accidently hit weishi's eupho. but she will definitely check for dents wat. y must he remind so loudly to weishi to check for dents?

roars. i was really angry. if i could just leave on the spot, i'll just go off man, and never go back. hate such ppl. hurt mi again and again. which was y i went running alone to junhao's house since i nid to return him his fone. i sprint all the way wen possible tat is, i stopped at all the traffic lights i passed by. not bad la. i ran for about 15mins jiu reach le. hahaha. so long never exercise can run so fast veri good le, if not next time cant run le.

Monday, June 23 {3:48 pm}

i knew such ting gonna happen.
afterall, they had known each other for 6years.
compared to mine, its rubbish.
also, he told mi last time tat she changed to his better so tat they can be back tgt.
besides, they understand each other best.
just wanna wish them good luck and all the best.

korkor says he isnt a good guy.
i thought otherwise.
but i guess i'm wrong.

he said he wun be like hafiz.
isnt him like hafiz rite now?

mi n him shldnt be tgt in the first place.
its not her tat is the 3rd party.
i'm the 3rd party tat broke them up.
i just feel so bad.

moodless now.
totally.
feel like skipping ut because my tears cant control themselves.
almost cried in class.
tears came out but i managed to stop it from rolling down.

oh wells.
at least mama understands mi best.
mama i noe wat i shld do.
i wun let u worry de. =)

You knew that it was going to happen.
So dun let it affect you anymore.

Sunday, June 22 {10:08 pm}

haha. just reached home. went out dinner wit kor, kun, jonas n minkai, the usual peeps la. so long nvr see korkor liao. he so tanned now. nvr see kun even longer. always no time to meet de. next time must find time go badminton n bowling le. as usual lor, listen to korkor's stories in navy. like so cool la. can play wit tear gas ar, play wit fire la, jump into the pool from 10metres high. saw xiao di kangwen while we were chatting too. also veri long nvr see him le. since now got time le, shall make use of it to meet my dear sec sch frens. =)

oh the book. i din manage to find. but i found a better one. one of the best selling books in Borders too. 'Mars and Venus - Together Forever'. seems pretty nice. i bought it but i haven started reading cos busy. lol. shall bring to class tmr to read during free time. who wan borrow must queue okay. cos got alot of ppl wan borrow. =x

wells. tmr sch again. database! gosh. i'm like gg to skip the last database ut cos of the band competition. must reali buck up le, or else i'm dead. i also duno whether i shld continue the monash tingy. roll of honours please! let mi go in! =(

Life is a series of pulls back and forth.
You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else.
Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't.
You take things for granted, even when you know you should never thing for granted.

Friday, June 20 {11:33 pm}

29days past. yea u can say tat i'm stupid. but i'm like tis.

read a book recently which is pretty interesting. "for men only". supposed to be for men to read to understand women, but i just borrow and read la (hahaha sorry dickson!). most of the info dere are just so true. i'm gg to find the book "for women only" tmr! =)

finally its friday. i'm so tired la. tired till i overslept and my parents send mi to school. my daddy complained sch's koufu has no standard as compared to SP's. cos my daddy love to have breakfast b4 his lesson starts last time.

my uts are so dead. i tink i'll fail another ut. all my answers are wrong. today java lesson faci went through the answers for ut2. half of my answers were wrong. duno wats wrong wit mi la. but my grades r gg down. i just got another C for daily grade too. sian. lesson today made mi almost go mad again, especially my team onli got 3ppl. i was so lost today. first time being so lost during java lesson. guess i wun get A again. haiis.

oh wells. nth is gg smooth for mi now. even health. now mama wans mi to go for blood test and i'm like so afraid of those jabs la. hope i'll be fine, or else i cant play my tpt.

life is full of ups and downs.
so we just have to pull through it.

Tuesday, June 17 {9:08 am}

slacking in class rite now. so i'll just talk abt work.

work's fun. especially wit the fun managers and staff dere. i've also worked wit some of them b4 at an IT fair at suntec last year. made new frens too. 2hours of break - 1hr lunch, 1hr dinner. ate during lunch only, den dinner go walk around. parkway isnt tat big, so i finished walking ard the area dere on the first day. lol. the other extra time i spent it all in borders reading books. gosh. i'm suddenly so into books rite now. happiness books. they really help in cheering mi up.

working dere isnt easy, standing for 11hours a day. especially i'm one who doesnt noe abt those mio plans and mio tv stuffs. i'm dere to roam around and answer their questions when they nid help. so such questions my colleagues helped mi, or else i'll start running around to ask those perm staff dere. den wen they ask abt specifications of phones, i'll just use the touch screens dere to show them cos i also duno. the thing i noe is to promote the offers. so i onli remember those prices of the phones, plans, broadband, broadband on mobile.

on the 2nd day i tink, i saw Jessie from Dayspring. omg i tell u. i tink she cant recognise mi. she asked mi question abt the broadband stuffs without realising tat its mi. but luckily. or else she'll kill mi for not helping her and work at other places. lol.

anyways, ytd is the first day of sch. holidays over. i tink i was daydreaming the entire day. raining ma, floor wet. i almost slipped backwards twice. after piano lesson i hit my leg at the door. den lesson i also duno wats the problem abt. hope today would be better. =)

yesterday is a history,
future is a mystery,
today is a GIFT.

Sunday, June 15 {12:45 am}

haiis. home veri quiet now. didi is out for camp.

work rather tiring. at least i survived for 2days already. one last day to go. will update further details wen i'm free.

byes ppl. nid to get more slp or else i'll be so dead tmr.

Wednesday, June 11 {10:50 pm}

yawns. i'm so tired. wonder how i'm gg to survive - sch is reopening soon! sianns. how i wish i can quickly end sch life. but not ending music life of course! i hab so many nice frens in rpws! =)

got a temp job at singtel (parkway). gosh. i wonder how i can make it on time for work. 10am. but its onli for tis coming fri to sun. sat still got ton at east coast. lol.

after getting timesheet, went to find songlin, jin, simon and sj at bras basah. the funny thing is. i went dere so many times but i din noe tats bras basah! so i kept calling them to ask them how to go. oh wells. met them and walk to esplanade cos sj gg to meet her frens dere. cpc cant join us, so the 4 of us went amk to eat. yums satay bee hoon. i nvr eat b4 becos i always thought tat its spicy. but after i tried today, i tink i cant stop craving for it. =/

anyways, ytd after band prac we went for dinner at banquet den go swensens eat ice cream. mr yusri and brandon share treat all of us. den mr yusri and eugene so bad! they trick mi in eating some old vanilla flavoured ice cream okay! i wanted chocolate lar. but its nice. n i tink i'm the onli one who got tat flavour? hahaha. den we celebrated brandon's bdae too cos he gg NS le. its like everyone is gg NS. people ard mi r all leaving one by one. cries.

i feel so loved. =)

wit dear simon who is 3days older den mi -.-
3 of us trying to fit into the camera.
sherline's cousin came to disturb us and we pulled him into taking foto. =x

Monday, June 9 {12:34 am}

just reached home. super tired. pretty clever of mi to sleep at 4am and wake up at 8am for duno wat. besides, i'm only meeting dickson at 1pm.

class outing. met dickson to walk around in plaza sing cos he wanted to buy shirts. he aimed 2shirts at esprit wen each of them is $80. i aimed 2bermudas too. but i dun wanna wish to spend money, so nvr buy. besides, haven been saving money for past few months. must start saving now. met marcus sim den go fish n co order food first while waiting for russell. he is late once again. lol. and he ordered beer as a beverage to match wit his fish n chips (i ate fish n chips too). den he order black label i tink. i din dare to try cos i scared i'll just get drunk wit a sip. i haven watch movie lar!

kungfu panda is really nice! we din expect it to be so funny. and the feeling is so nice wen the entire theatre of ppl are laughing loudly tgt. $10.50 is indeed worthy for kungfu panda! =)

anyways, found a drinking partner! one tat we can share problems wit each other and go drinking together. not outside for now of course, i'm still underaged. 5months and 8days more to go. yays. wen i get my driving licence, i'll start driving out to drink le. dun nid to be stuck at home. now must train to be a better drinker at home first b4 leaving house. lol.

okay i'm being bo liao. i took a pic of myself b4 leaving hse.

bought our tickets b4 shopping.
my lunch - LJS Combo1 as usual.
dickson's lunch - combo2.
my dinner - fish n co new york fish & chips! =)
another pic wit my fav passionfruit drink! =)dickson's dinner - swordfish collar. i guess tis will be his 1st and last time eating tis. lol.

marcussim's dinner - baked salmon wit rice.
russell's dinner - same fish n chips as mine wit his beer.
candid fotos by mi.
fish n co. glass house's bar. cool rite?

kungfu panda! actually not supposed to take foto de. but dickson took b4 the person said so. lol.anyways, luckily i brought a cardigan along or else i reali duno how to go home safely. lol. i wit cardigan alrdy got so many eyes start looking at mi lar. wats more without my mummy's cardigan. nites ppl!

Saturday, June 7 {1:49 pm}

xiaozhu just slept for 15hours. she slept from 7pm till 2am, and then 3am till 11am. and she is still tired! omg.

hahaha. anyways, really must thank eugene for allowing me to be a part of the games team, can skip the sauce, sabo ppl, slack around during the station games. thanks dennis tat i can be ur secretary for this camp. lol. and great thanks for dennis and sj for cheering mi up! especially telling mi ur experiences which r kinda funny too. u guys r great! rest well ppl! eat ur medicine n rest! thank god i'm still fine now, besides not being able to stand and walk wen i woke up.

oh the games! we had games for the entire of 2nd day. the day tat make us all tired. nid to carry those logistics items. worn off especially the mass games!

crossing the landmine - still nt tt bad.
human table - i had to support sadiq's head! wen his head go higher, i nid to follow -.-
hands and leg - oh gosh! i keep clinging onto the person carrying mi. and simon just drop mi off to the ground lar! heng he noe how to do handstand. he helped alot la.
save the air - i guess sadiq's the one dragging mi all around to burst the balloons. lol.

i was slacking during the station games becos i was one of the station masters. i was so sleepy tat wen every team came to my station, i asked them to gib mi a cheer to wake mi up. lol.

mortal and angel. i knew tat songlin was my angel. i even prepared to wear my slippers and take my present before he come to carry mi to the front cos i caught him writing a message to mi on the message board. lol. just nice i walk in and look at wat he was writing and i saw my name. he was screaming like hell la because he saw mi behind him. luckily he duno i'm his angel. lol. i tricked him in taking care of his present by giving an excuse tat i have alot of tings on hand and i nid him to take care my present to my mortal for mi. and he kept the present right beside his bag throughout the entire camp. i wrote the 1st message to him myself but he din recognise my handwriting. i tink he cant believe tats its mi la. haha. anyways, sry to trick u, songlin. but hope u enjoyed the camp! =)

STOMP performance. my team was lost for creating a rhythm before the story on 'mary had a little lamb' (the lamb is mi btw). so i used his rhythm. cos it was just before the performance and we still cant tink of any rhythm. but we joined team wit huici. the story was tat we have ppl to sing tat song and mi (the lamb) will walk out on grass(tin cans wit beans and shake). den i will be shaved and killed by haziq, den i crush a plastic cup and fall on the floor(where songren will hit his pillow on the ground). if u r dere, u can see tat i'm practically laughing all the way la. even wen i 'died' on the ground.

overall, the camp was great! at least we managed to survive throughout the entire camp. even though dere were slight hiccups, but we pulled through! yay! hope all of u enjoyed the camp especially the year1s! =)

Friday, June 6 {5:47 pm}

roars ppl! i'm finally home! shagged okay. entire body aching, even my hands r so tired to type. luckily ytd songlin helped us to massage our back so we feel better, if not now would be worse. hmm, accumulated from the dry-run previously, i have more bruises, cuts, aches. and somehow i duno how i fall down la, den my right cheek bone now pain pain. besides, we din really slp much.

number of hours of slp:
1st nite - 3hrs
2nd nite - 6hrs
3rd nite - half an hour

tink the main ting is communication breakdown ba. somehow, i tink tat every changes made or tot of should be known to our committee, or else we duno. like whether stomp is cancelled. but overall, we still manage to successfully complete the camp wit onli 2weeks preparation! cheers to RPWS Camp Commitee 2008! =)

oh ya. got sabo-ed by dickson. he best la. i just come back from camp den nid do surveys.
Survey 1

1) If your lover betrayed you,what will your reaction be?
- i nvr thought of tat becos i trust tat he will nvr do so.

2) If you have a dream to come through,what will it be?
- just to be wit the person i love 4eva.

3) What will your dream wedding be like?
- simple yet elegant?

4) Are you confuse about what lies ahead of you?
- yes and i duno wat to do now.

5) Whats your ideal lover like?
- someone who loves mi and cares for mi.

6) Which is more bless, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- of course its being loved by someone. but i somehow tink tat its the other way round now.

7) How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- no idea. if i tink tat its worth to wait, i will continue to wait. or else, i will just let it go no matter wat.

8) If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- i just have to give tat person up?

9) Is there anything that make you unhappy these days?
- yes and i hope not to continue like tat anymore.

10) Is being tagged fun?
- no. but it helps mi to stay strong.

11) How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- guess i'll be 28years old. busy earning money?

12) Who is currently the most important person to you?
- him. u noe who i'm referring to.

13) What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
- a nice guy who always lend a listening ear.

14) Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor?
- married and rich can? who doesnt wans to be rich? i just wanna be wit the person i love no matter wat.

15) Whats the first thing you do every morninq?
- i'll always gib him morning call before gg to bathe. but now...

16) Would you give all in a relationship?
- depends. for him? even though i said i cant, but i did. besides its difficult to find someone u really love.

17) If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
- the one who loves mi more and understands mi better.

18) What type of friends do you like?
- friends tat u can go out tgt wit, do our fav tings tgt, share troubles.

19) What type of friends do you dislike?
- erm. over hao lian?

Eight people, please dont reject & dont break the rules ^^

- aizat
- huici
- cpc
- songlin
- jin
- weishi
- phylis
- sj



Survey 2

1. How long will you wait for someone you love?
- its alrdy answered in the previous survey.

2. What do you want to do now?
- SLEEP.

3. What is the last thing you do/say if tomorrow is the end of the world?
- i just wan a hug from him.

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
- no. for wat?

5. What will u do if ur best friend has been kidnapped?
- i'll find the best way to save him/her.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- yea i've seen one before.

7. Who will you choose between, your ex or your current boy/girlfriend?
- who else can i tink of?

8. What's your desired age of marriage?
- 24?

9. Are you happy with your life now?
- no, but i feel lucky as i have many many frens who love mi as much as i do. =)

10. What if your crush asked you out?
- say tat i'm busy even though i'm not? =x

11. What will you do when you have a crush that knows you have a crush on him/her?
- i duno. i cant tink of aniting.

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
- heart being smashed into pieces?

13. What will you do if you fall in love with your best guy/girl-friend?
- continue as normal life like now? i guess its better.

14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
- sleep, sleep and more sleep.

15. The most important thing in your life.
- almost everything. be it work, studies, family, relationships...

16. Who do you hope to always be there for you?
- loved ones.

17. Do you find life meaningless?
- yes but i still have to carry on wit it.

18. Who do you love the most?
- u noe, i noe, everyone noe.

19. What will become of you if the world is against you?
- dead. tats all i can tink of.

20. What's your greatest wish?
- to be wit the one i love?

21. What will you change if you can turn back time?
- my character, so tat he wun be so stress.

Instructions: Remove one question from above and replace it w your own. Tag 8 people, list 'em down at th end of th post. Notify 'em in their chatbox that they've been tagged.

- aizat
- huici
- cpc
- songlin
- jin
- weishi
- phylis
- sj

take off Q19 and replace with "If you know that you are leaving the world, what are the things would you want to do before you leave?"

Tuesday, June 3 {1:37 am}

gosh! look at the time now! and i'm still awake!

zz cant slp. even though i'm tired. i wanted to slp till shiok shiok from last nite to tis afternoon. but my mama go off my aircon! u noe.. i cant slp wit such a hot weather. she purposely off my aircon so tat i can wake up! faints okay. i slept at 3am n woke up at 9am. now i'm gg to slp late and wake up at 6.30am. how nice.

camp tmr! i duno whether i shld be excited anot. anyways, wun be blogging till i'm back on fri. luckily i packed my bag alrdy. i tink some still struggling to pack now. it just seems tat i'm forgetting to bring smth. sick of packing and start remembering stuffs tat i forget to put in my bag. i doubt i can slp even if i lie on bed.

miss mi yea? =x
i'll be back soon! =)

Sunday, June 1 {1:40 am}

my heart has been broken since 21may and it is broken into smaller pieces now.

i just knew tats gg to happen.



hahaha. i cant believe we still do our usual stuffs. chatted till so late den go home. can chat from economy, till which country to stay in is better, den astrology abt those star star tingy, den to last time at the beach. lol. cant imagine we can find so many topics to talk abt.

anyways, dry run today. gosh. so tiring but it was superb fun too lar. injuries here and dere, but enjoyable. lol. got 1 part swollen lor! but nt as bad as cpc. i wonder how i survive for tis holiday. 2nd week is still free so far, so i got time to rest, so lucky. but at least i have tings to keep mi busy and stop thinking of other tings.

byes ppl. off to do my busy busy stuffs! u all shld noe! =)
(time: 11.45pm)

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