tonight haf to stay up late to study again. tml's UT: science! sure die lor. duno how. i can understand those problems, but when it comes to calculations, i duno how to calculate le. hais. wat shld i do? i've asked everyone. but all also dunno leh. weird huh. they still can pass lor, i cant even pass lar. stupid mi.
anyways, he is comin back soon. its tml. i was so excited and happy at first. my heart was pumping so fast! but den, dunno y after msg kor, all my happiness die down. he might not even msg mi to tell mi he is back. he might not be like last time wen we were veri close. so wats dere to be happi about? i cant even study cos i'm so anxious tat he is cumin back soon.
i'm so tired. seriously tired. i wan to slp, and nvr wake up again. so many tings have to worri about. ut grades, predicted module grades and him. its like.. everyone keep asking mi wen he is cumin back, and i duno how to answer them. i just try to avoid them.
shld i continue to study or go to slp? no mood to study, no mood to slp too. i'm just listening to music now. dun study leh, scared ut fail again, den tats it man. confirm fail the whole module le. den study leh, scared i veri tired tml, cos i still got band prac, n he is cumin back tml.
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