Monday, December 17 {3:57 pm}
i'm sad. veri sad.
1st ting. the taiwan trip. they said the buddy system changed. i'm wit a clarinetist. like wth? i dun even noe them. how to be buddy wit them? i dun mind if its camp, u still can be wit ur own frens. but tis is overseas trip. u haf to be wit ur buddy all the time. how am i supposed to do tat wen i haf nth to tok abt wit my buddy? also, they alrdy said we r allowed to choose our buddy. wen sherline ask for the buddy list, i immediately replied already. n den now u r telling mi tat i am not able to be wit my buddy?
2nd ting. maths ut grade out. no A. no more As. wat am i supposed to do? i promised my mum i'll get better grades den sem1 yet i'm failing all my uts like siao. n i still wanna go monash. i guess tat will be onli in my dreams.
3rd ting. the days from now on will be super busy for mi. not onli because of band but family too. nid to settle bro's tings about his sec sch. i've to check which sch he got in and nid to buy books, uniform, blah blah. den he also gg to put braces next year, n den nid to bring him go checkups n wash teeth watsoeva. mum's got a lump somewhere near her womb n she nid to go operation. but even though its not a big operation, but after all, its an operation and it will make one weak. so, she nid to stay at home to rest, den i nid to go shop to help my dad becos he will be alone. den also must take care of mum.
i'm so gg to breakdown soon. n i dun wan my parents to worry abt mi, so i'm just pretending nth happened. hais. how am i supposed to face all these alone?
--SheepsRulez(x*`
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VANESSA CHAN aka shanshan
16 Nov 1990
van_van1990@hotmail.com
Once a brooksian
Republic Polytechnic
Diploma in Business Computing
loves dear =)
wishes to....
long waiting driving licence at age of 18 drive without P-PLATE! (:
get dear to buy his car!
get my own car before 21 years old!
finish rp asap start working!
save $10k every year
have a great career open my very own car rental company! (:
Monday, December 17 {3:57 pm}
i'm sad. veri sad.
1st ting. the taiwan trip. they said the buddy system changed. i'm wit a clarinetist. like wth? i dun even noe them. how to be buddy wit them? i dun mind if its camp, u still can be wit ur own frens. but tis is overseas trip. u haf to be wit ur buddy all the time. how am i supposed to do tat wen i haf nth to tok abt wit my buddy? also, they alrdy said we r allowed to choose our buddy. wen sherline ask for the buddy list, i immediately replied already. n den now u r telling mi tat i am not able to be wit my buddy?
2nd ting. maths ut grade out. no A. no more As. wat am i supposed to do? i promised my mum i'll get better grades den sem1 yet i'm failing all my uts like siao. n i still wanna go monash. i guess tat will be onli in my dreams.
3rd ting. the days from now on will be super busy for mi. not onli because of band but family too. nid to settle bro's tings about his sec sch. i've to check which sch he got in and nid to buy books, uniform, blah blah. den he also gg to put braces next year, n den nid to bring him go checkups n wash teeth watsoeva. mum's got a lump somewhere near her womb n she nid to go operation. but even though its not a big operation, but after all, its an operation and it will make one weak. so, she nid to stay at home to rest, den i nid to go shop to help my dad becos he will be alone. den also must take care of mum.
i'm so gg to breakdown soon. n i dun wan my parents to worry abt mi, so i'm just pretending nth happened. hais. how am i supposed to face all these alone?
--charmmyQUEEN*`
